Lord Move Or Move Me

Big heading huh?:) Well it has been one of those days. One of those days where you do wonder hello God are you there, can you see me? There is a lot going on, things are kind of crazy right now. Don't worry, the kids are doing great. One is going through some growing pains that can drive a person crazy, but I know they are just that growing pains, I have seen them in the other kids this one's age. Yes, I know that God is there, but He really seems a million miles away right now. One of those times where you want to say OK, God, the joke is up, what on earth are you trying to teach me from this, and will I be sane when I have finally gotten to where you want me. I know that God never said that this life would be easy, He just said that He would be with me. A very good friend wrote me that:
Maybe he wants you where you're
at so that you're able to hear him when he speaks to you or he just
wants you at his feet for the time being.
I have read this over an over and thought of that. As the days get busy and time gets away, I do notice that sometimes I put off talking to God or reading my devotional as well. Maybe God is saying, Come back to me Ann, remember how much you need our time together. I guess that is why I am glad God never turns his back or gives up on me. No matter how bad it gets or how stubborn that I am God his there to show me when I mess up and he is also there to reach out his hands to lift me up and sometimes carry me when walking just seems to hard. Thank goodness God is strong:) He also has blessed me with another very good friend who is there to talk to and has been there. She has helped more than she knows. I know this too shall pass, but just keep us in your prayers until then:)
If you get my playlist at the side listen to FFH Lord Move Or Move Me, it has been one of those days.